Now and FOrever

so.... no one reads this blog of mine. which is fine by me... i could type how i feel here and no one will probably know.

I finally got to meet a certain someone after what seemed like a gazillion years.

I was nervous at 1st but gradually got comfortable.

I wanted to keep lookin into your eyes but I'm shy.

Walking next to you at the park... i wished we were closer.

My heart skipped a beat each time i see you smile.

This feeling I have not felt for over a year.

It's back again and I know it's too late to back out.

The longing.... the jealousy.....

That's when I realised it's now and forever.

I wanted to cuddle in the cinema.

but the lights were too bright.

I was glad when you decided not to go home straight after the movie.

Instead we sat and chatted.

I wished it was longer.

How I smiled when you said we'd meet again....

Even if it's not meant to be for us to be together...

This love for you is now and forever.